it's not raining men. MAN DROUGHT!
i feel like i want to get into this again, spilling your guts for no real reason in particular not sure why you are but do it anyways if only to be heard and possibly pitied. i'm not going to go into crazy personal but i'm dying with frustration with the male sex.
how original am i? SUPER original. i know.
i'm trying to get the balls to end a certain bad relationship that's just trickling but i feel like i need closure!! i will get closure. i have devised a plan with my first mate. it better work.
i have a hopeful prospect though in either a new crush or just a good friend. was i asked on a date? maybe.... he asked me to get coffee with him and gave me his number. i can never tell though. i don't want to read into things. he's made me some anonymous mix cds and left them in my work locker for me to find. he's funny and sweet and attractive. and he's clean and we think a lot alike and a couple years younger than my current which isn't much but hey it's better than nothing. but SO TRENDY. super trendyness intimidates me. how do i act! i'm just going to be dumb-me. i hope he likes dumb-me.
but i'm afraid to end the something i have, as topsy turvy as it may be, for the small chance of something else and the big chance of nothing.
that was actually more personal than i would of liked. oh well, fuck it.
i'm just sick of being alone. i don't want to be single again, even though i'm only kinda-taken so it feels like i'm single but not which may be worse.
basically im in the same boat as ALLLLLL of you. we want significant others badly. whoever said there's other fish in the sea was lying, all the fish are dead. belly up. in oil-spill water. i'm swimming alone.
how original am i? SUPER original. i know.
i'm trying to get the balls to end a certain bad relationship that's just trickling but i feel like i need closure!! i will get closure. i have devised a plan with my first mate. it better work.
i have a hopeful prospect though in either a new crush or just a good friend. was i asked on a date? maybe.... he asked me to get coffee with him and gave me his number. i can never tell though. i don't want to read into things. he's made me some anonymous mix cds and left them in my work locker for me to find. he's funny and sweet and attractive. and he's clean and we think a lot alike and a couple years younger than my current which isn't much but hey it's better than nothing. but SO TRENDY. super trendyness intimidates me. how do i act! i'm just going to be dumb-me. i hope he likes dumb-me.
but i'm afraid to end the something i have, as topsy turvy as it may be, for the small chance of something else and the big chance of nothing.
that was actually more personal than i would of liked. oh well, fuck it.
i'm just sick of being alone. i don't want to be single again, even though i'm only kinda-taken so it feels like i'm single but not which may be worse.
basically im in the same boat as ALLLLLL of you. we want significant others badly. whoever said there's other fish in the sea was lying, all the fish are dead. belly up. in oil-spill water. i'm swimming alone.