im sorry...

[po3tic_x_soul]

last night was so strange. it went from awesome to sad to shitty. i feel like such a fuckup all the time. i guess it cant be good.

christmas is in 3.5 weeks. my birthday is tomorrow. 3 months is on friday.
i feel like im always looking foward to things, like i never have anything. i know its not true. but im always just waiting for something. blaaahhhh