I really wanna give up.

[po0kiexx]

Im so tired and im so confused. When you fall in love, why do some people fall out? Im hurting so much, Just looking at him hurts me and my eyes get watery but i hold it all inside. I dont really have anyone i can tell my problems too, nobody knows how hard it is for me to be happy. Why do i feel so stuck, why does it hurt so much. I just wanted to feel safe and i want the best for atticus but it seems like im trying to live a dream that will never come true. I hate crying, i hate feeling like this. Why cant he see that. He just likes it, espescially in front of my beautiful boy. What can i do, People tell me and i just seem so dumb about it. I wish it wasnt so hard. i wish i didnt have to be this way, i wish he can open his eyes before its to late. Before i brake and run away and hell never have the best of me.......:(

All I wanted was to know I'm safe.
I Didnt want to lose the love I've found.
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down....
It's not fair how you are......
Loving you was easy once upon a time...
I'm doing the best that I can and I....
I tried and I tried to forget this.......:[

But now i realized that i have Me Myself & I, Thats all i got in the end,
Thats what i found out.
and there isnt any need to cry,
I took a vow that from now on, Im going to be my own best friend.
I know that i will never disappoint myself.

After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again...