Sep 21, 2005 21:46
Sunday was absolutely amazing. Nothing could have made that day better. I am so absolutely in Love with Clare its ridiculous. Just a second to be with her or talk to her makes everything worth it. Being this far away isnt hard when we're as close as we are. I miss her all the time but know that I'm not going anywhere, and I know she feels the same way. This is good. It was really sad saying good-bye though.
On another note I think that there should be a universal code of conduct that guys follow when it comes to girls. If a girl has a boyfriend and isnt interested in you, you leave her alone. This is a universal rule and when guys break this rule terrible things happen. It just starts so much bullshit and stress that something as simple as blowing kisses to a girl turns into drive-by shootings and gang beatings. No body wants that kind of stuff in their school, life, community etc. So lets all just show some mutual respect and make life easier on each other.
Ofcourse I know that guys are too stupid to follow simple respect. Guys have too much at stake with egos, pride and all that "mine are bigger than yours" complex we all have. When shit like this happens I not only get extremely angry, frustrated, but also kinda sad when i stop to realize the way guys actually are. I'm guilty of the same complexes that every other guy has and its just confusing why no matter who it is when you see anyone near your girlfriend your angry, either consciously or subconsciously. We have so far to go before these people can actually be considered men. I hope that guys can be more self aware and stop this shit.