Aug 29, 2006 21:14
ok, so i didnt quite make it to fort bragg, instead they moved my ghetto ass to ft stewart GA,,,so not happing here. i am getting deployed again, also not to good of a feeling here, so hopefully i will be home with ALL my body parts in about six months. i have some testing cause of an unsolve mystery of my heart. yes, i may be getting out of the military cause my heart has gotten so bad. but my radiation has improved. wow, my luck. but i'm here holding my hand knowing that whatever happens will be just fine and IM A SURVIVOR!!!
yeppers my peeps, i will be comin back to Cali so hold on to your husbands girls!! hee hee
oh my so much good news on my end, i'll be getting oout of this shitty ass place, please girls dont move across the country for a HOPE - it was a nice thought but thats all it was just another one of my silly thoughts. wow, i really need to evaluate the shit i do. ok, so my boy toy JorDan is highly missin his lil Devil Doll, hell he even said he missed my Del Sol, that was so sweet of him. i actually kinda like the attention. a guy who i still have feelings for wants me back and in a big way, he calls me and talks to me. this is weird, i guess JD really has started to grow up. and my ex girlfriend has been caling as well, man, just my luck right when im alll obsessed with a guy all these hot kats come out of the wood works. but i still wish i could have jerry, but now i feel he wants someone that isnt me. so i should just be proud of what i have done for a thought of an us, and just move the fuck on. so cali, rush, jordan, long, brooke, mom, mike and a whole lotta BDSM and Videos!!! oh ya baby. my life will be happy once i leave this depressing hole cause the reason why i choose to come here was depressing but i really do beleive im a die hard romantic, hell i would walk five thousand miles just to be the man that walked five thousand miles just to be with you. wow, i prove to myself over and over how strong and how fucking awsome i am. ok, life here i am!!!!!