this day fucking sux
this is how my days gone: woke up at 10:30 unable to breath (due to allergies) and unable to move (due to sever back pain cus of bad genes and pms)add a headache to this....so i lay there for like an hour an a half and get up and decide to call my boyfriend..boyfriend resists the urge to get out of bed; eventually does get out of bed; checks to see if he needs to do anything around the house which would appear on a handy dandy lil to do list which would be found on the kitchen counter; says okay no list; takes shower and goes to see matt; and says hell come see me after he stops by to see matt bout band practice later tonite... okay fine everything right here is fine...so i sit down for three fucking hours( yes im that slow) and finish my last ap english paper which was a fucking nitemare which i completely bullshitted my way through...at 330 i hop in the shower nand wait for mikae to get here cus he said he come over here after 4 cus matt got off at 4..so yea mm no doesnt show up so i call michael at like 4:30 and he says that they're ( meaning his band) is bout to practice...great this is great...therefore i dont get to see him until after work at 9 if i get to see him at all..no on a normal day to day cercumstance this lil miscommunication issue would be perfectly fine..considering though that im in alota fucking pain and am pmsing i would think it would be assumed that fucking around with miscommunication and fucking with my brain would kinda be assumed fucking off limits....this being said im not sitting hear balling my eyes out for no apparent reason apart from my stupid boyfriend who really has done nothing wrong and noone caring that this is my first day at my new job a job that was very difficult to get that im scared shitless to go to....oh and to make matters worse theres no fucking food in the house and im getting a headache, my makeup is running down my face from crying, and im out of the good kind of pain killers...needless to say im not having the best fucking day in the world..so if you feel like adding some more fucking shit for me to deal with by all means do cus right now thats all i fucking need...now considering that im slightly histarical and about to fuckin smash this fucking computer for freezing every 5 fuckin minutes im gunna go and lay down and try and think happy fucking thoughts so fuck off and leave me the fuck alone unless you wanna fucking die