WTF?
im so fucking pissed off right now ( what else is new)...last nite was my lil kids show and it went well apart from certain unneccisary (cant spell for shit) declarations by certain parents of mine and my bitch boss....i thought i would be done with the fucking job but no no no...elaine (my boss) informs nora and i that we will be here at 9am monday to clean out the shed..wtf..and let me tell ya the sheds a mess so its gunna be great times..i could kill her.....oh and yea not only was my all that jazz job cut i just found out that im being under payed..all instructors are suppose to be paid $7 an hour and im getting $6..stupid cheap ass bitch!!!!..i could have killed her when i found that out..it doesnt sound like much but when you calulate it with the hours it does amount to something...its not even the money really its the whole being honest thing that pisses me off...i could have used the extra cash though.......oh and okay my father..this is fucking beautiful...last nite right after the show i mean like 5 minutes after he comes over to me and asks me if ill go to a memorial/wake service thing for one of my step moms relatives...im sry but i barely knew the woman and i dont understand how im suppose to care about someone who i barely knew..and for that matter why the fuck should i give a damn about the family of a women that my father cheated on my mother with...i mean call me selfish but what the fuck....and another thing..the guy whos mother it is michael riley..hes a great guy and like the only guy outa kathleens family that i like..he doesnt even believe in god..so the only reason why hes having a fucking service for her is to humor the rest of his god damned "catholic" family....i could kill my father..after i told him i wouldnt go..he went over to my mother and told her he thinks im going through a "self-centered phase"..self centered my ass!!!...i refuse to make a fucking hypocrate of myself but going to a fucking service for something i dont believe in for a person that i barely knew for a family that im not related to and that should be in my life....im not being selfish..for fuck sake my father barely knows me anymore..i never see him..and when i do its not even a familar get-to-gether...its like he feels guilty that he doesnt see me so he has to...honestly i love my father as my father but as a person he fucking sux.....yea so ill stop my bitching now...on a happy note..me and mike and his fam are goin to the drive-in tonite..yay!!..good times...