malt liquor tastes better when you've got problems

[pnnywisdom]

i hung out with some of my favorite people in the world tonight and i listened to phinquis' last concert. they are putting down their guitars because its too hard with the distance between them. i cried a little when they played. it brought back a lot of memories. i talked with jake for a while. he's an amazing kid and no one gives him enough credit. he's going back up to flagstaff next weekend and probably won't be home until christmas. i want to take him with me to college and call him my comfort blanket.

i've been made into an ornament
to sparkle on your twisted pine
and after all the lies and shames
i'm just another girl to call your own

but maybe if i was anyone but me
you would love me like you loved her
because tonight you don't miss my presence
and it seems you never will
but someday
yes, someday
you'll miss me when i'm gone