May 06, 2005 16:27
So yesterday was 4 months. Yay go me. I can slowly see it go downhill though. Alot of shit has been happening & I just don't have any idea on what to do anymore. It's lost it's new relationship feel. It lost it almost a year ago. I mean like, don't get me wrong or anything, I love Jon with all my heart. & I don't know what I would do if we ever broke up, but lately, I just don't know anymore. I think I just need some time to think things threw. Ugh.
Jon is on his way to my house. He's like 5-10 minutes away. I have no idea what we are doing tonite. I have to turn in an application to Pac-Sun @ the mall. That's about it, that we HAVE to do. Maybe I'll make him go & see Talia at work with me. Just cause I love her. So yeah, I gotta go now. I'll update at some point or another.
x0x. Emily Anne .x0x
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