random thoughts...

[pnkrok_princess]

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my life looks better in photographs

i have loved some of the most extraordinary men in the world

i will never be someone who can have casual sex

i don't belive in regrets

my life would be less fullfilled without music

i hate my feet

my idea of success is having a good marriage and raising children

i am extremely insecure

i have very odd, very vivid dreams

i will never be able to deny God's existance

my biggest fear is being a disappointment

i am very old fashioned

i want to be like my mom when i get older

i hate knowing there is nothing i can do to ease my sister's heart ache

i hate my teeth

i love granny smith apples

i have a hard time sleeping at night...
...unless there is someone in bed with me

i wish i knew more about my mexican heritage

someday, i want to be a house wife

when i lay in bed at night a million and three things race through my head all at once, there is so much i can't pin point just one thing

when i take my long walks everything leaves my head, for that one hour i am at peace

i can feel more alone in a room full of people than by myself, and i often do

i love my friends

i like to people watch, sometimes i even invent names and stories for complete stangers, it makes me feel more connected to the world somehow

i love to be silly

i hate my boobs

when i was younger i was totally jeleous of my big sister

i have a serious purse addiction

i know i'll go to heaven

i miss my mommi more every day

i have thought seriously about dropping out of school

i love people

i am scared of being alone

i cherish spending time with myself

i can be really super shy

i have a big inferiority complex

i have issues with abandonment

i am extremely loyal

i was in dance when i was younger and i was good

i miss who i used to be

i love who i am becoming
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