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[pnkrckrudegrl]

im hurt...i was talking to a friend and i asked how they were and they proceeded to tell me what was going on in their lives which is super exciting and i'm happy for them, but they didn't ask how i was. and right now i'm not too good and I was waiting for that question so I could spill my heart but it never came. i had too be jerk a be like *well i'm okay blah blah* without them even asking. i was so annoyed by the fact that i just kinda gave up explaining and peaced out. oh well. so is life.

going to VA tomorrow for Jonathan's memorial, i guess it's not a funeral cause they haven't found him yet. le sigh. this is sure to be an intense week

love and love