Memorial Day, Schemorial Day
Blah. Long weekend. Too much crap going on, yet nothing important. Felt incredibly rejected by Brennan all weekend. Attempted things Sunday night, Monday morning and Monday night. No take. I told him I felt rejected. He got upset about it, feeling as though he had to explain himself. There's no real explaination that could make me feel better. Not even the whole: "I'm exhausted lately," one he gave me. Sorry, it's just not going to make me feel better. It makes me feel unattractive, insecure and, overall, unwanted. But what am I supposed to do? Be pissed off because he's tired? He just doesn't get it. It's not as important to him as it is to me. I will deal I suppose.
Found a house to live in. $1000.00 a month. Moving in with Brennan, Sarah, Kaison & Josh. We're working on a deal with the landlord now. We're going to see if he will lower the rent if we help fix the place up. I think he'll buy into it. I mean, it's free labor. I'm really excited. I thought Brennan would be a little freaked out by the idea of moving in together, but he's really excited about it. At least it seems that way. Sarah was like, "Brennan: you should move in with us, too!" And that was that. He later said that he didn't want to "impose" on our place. I told him everyone wanted him to be there. He said he isn't freaked out by that at all, that he likes the idea. :-)
Life is getting better as time goes on. Now that I won't have such high rent, I think I'll quit the bank and start working a less-demanding job so I can go to school. It's needed. Hopefully I will be able do that. We'll see.
Off to do some more work. YAY!
Found a house to live in. $1000.00 a month. Moving in with Brennan, Sarah, Kaison & Josh. We're working on a deal with the landlord now. We're going to see if he will lower the rent if we help fix the place up. I think he'll buy into it. I mean, it's free labor. I'm really excited. I thought Brennan would be a little freaked out by the idea of moving in together, but he's really excited about it. At least it seems that way. Sarah was like, "Brennan: you should move in with us, too!" And that was that. He later said that he didn't want to "impose" on our place. I told him everyone wanted him to be there. He said he isn't freaked out by that at all, that he likes the idea. :-)
Life is getting better as time goes on. Now that I won't have such high rent, I think I'll quit the bank and start working a less-demanding job so I can go to school. It's needed. Hopefully I will be able do that. We'll see.
Off to do some more work. YAY!