Thursday= D-Day
So I'm going to see Ian today. I can't remember what I have updated here since the whole conversation we had lst Tuesday (probably nothing) but I'm sure I can catch you up. In a nutshell: He loves me and wants to be the person to make me happy. It was a rough day....
So today I'm going to see him for the first time since I told him about Brennan; since I told him that I couldn't do this whole relationship thing with him; since I pretty much broke his heart. Today is going to be the day to make or break what little shreds of a "relationship" we have left. I care about him so much. But there are so many things that he needs to work out before I would even consider dating him again. And not to mention the fact that I absolutely ADORE Brennan. I could go on for hours.
All of my horoscopes today have basically told me to cut my losses, realize that our relationship wasn't and isn't healthy and to just let go. Find a way to bring myself closure and just let go. I can only hope I can do this today. I love Brennan and I'm not going to let the situation with Ian ruin another relationship. He has come between me and too many people.
Wish me luck....
So today I'm going to see him for the first time since I told him about Brennan; since I told him that I couldn't do this whole relationship thing with him; since I pretty much broke his heart. Today is going to be the day to make or break what little shreds of a "relationship" we have left. I care about him so much. But there are so many things that he needs to work out before I would even consider dating him again. And not to mention the fact that I absolutely ADORE Brennan. I could go on for hours.
All of my horoscopes today have basically told me to cut my losses, realize that our relationship wasn't and isn't healthy and to just let go. Find a way to bring myself closure and just let go. I can only hope I can do this today. I love Brennan and I'm not going to let the situation with Ian ruin another relationship. He has come between me and too many people.
Wish me luck....