I NEED SOMETHING TO DO!
I should never be left alone with my thoughts. I only depress myself more. I feel betrayed by friends, annoyed by friends, and like I have no one. I know I have Ker, but she’s away this weekend. Of all the weekend. I have no one to talk to know. I wish she were here. I wish I could just talk to her. She always makes me feel better. Sometimes I think she’s the only person I can talk to… the only person that understands. She won’t judge me no matter what I say and I just wish she were here now so I had someone to tell how frustrated I am and have someone who’ll listen to me. I have no one to talk to now and I’m just with my thoughts and frustrations and nothing to do except think about them. Of course, thinking only makes them worse.
I feel like I did when I first started getting all fucked up. I feel like no one notices me and no one’s there for me. Except now I have Ker and I know I have here.
God I just want to break down and cry. I don’t want to do what I did last night. I hate feeling sorry for myself, but I have nothing else to feel right now. I don’t know what to do. I’m so confused!
If you know what I should do please tell me because I really have no idea…
[[EDIT: My butt is sleeping.]]
I feel like I did when I first started getting all fucked up. I feel like no one notices me and no one’s there for me. Except now I have Ker and I know I have here.
God I just want to break down and cry. I don’t want to do what I did last night. I hate feeling sorry for myself, but I have nothing else to feel right now. I don’t know what to do. I’m so confused!
If you know what I should do please tell me because I really have no idea…
[[EDIT: My butt is sleeping.]]