Feb 19, 2010 00:35
I think I always knew....
that somehow our dreams would never become reality.
that you would never be good enough.
that are differences would never let us be together.
that I should have never come back.
that your face was a deceiving truth.
that we were never meant for each other.
that we tried too hard to make this work.
that we have never been able to accept the many signs in front of us.
that too much has happened to truly forgive.
that I've always been alone in this.
that this relationship has only consisted of one person.
that I couldn't let go out of fear.
that I always had the strength but I had to find it myself.
that love isn't what exists between us anymore, if it ever really did.
that you plus me never quite took to the plus sign, its slowly lost its vertical line.
that my life was always meant to drift away from yours.
that my dreams have always differed from yours in ways that they could never really combine.