Oct 23, 2006 01:53
Yesterday I remebered what it felt like to have fun. What it was like to hang out with friends. It was really nice, and I really needed it. School has become my only focus, and I dont see why life should have to stop so one can succeed further on in life. Its not fair and I think university is full of shit. Really. I think I should have gone to college.
I dont know whats going on in my family. I am never home to find out. Not because I am out partying like some people, but because I am at school. I find out people are sick weeks after the fact, and realize someone is living in my house through carefull overservation. I dont know what the fuck is going on, but I do know that I am not satisfied at all.