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[pnkrck_polrbear]

so im back at school..
it feel so weird because nicholes not here..
so much stress..
ive cried so much in the past two days that my eyes burn..
i cant wait to go home..
i just want to lay in my bed.. with snuffles..
i hope to see erin this weekend..
i wonder how my brother is doing..
i cant wait to go to ohio..
i cant wait until january..
i cant wait until february..
i cant wait until june..

today began a life for me that i never thought id experience first hand.. i mean.. ive experienced it close.. but never FIRST HAND..