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so here i am.. forever at the point of tears.. and living with the fact that they may spill out at any given moment.. without warning.. but with great reason..
as much as i try not to think about it.. its still there.. i cant change it..
nichole is leaving on friday.. so maybe ill be getting a new roomate? who knows.. at this point, for the time being at least, i havent the energy to care.. theres too much other stuff going on to worry about it.. its just added stress that i really dont need..
this weekend is going to be good.. the days that follow may very well be some of the hardest days in my life as of the moment.. i can tell that theyre going to be devastating.. i can tell by the way that im feeling now, when the time hasnt even come yet..
all i can do is try to look forward to the days to come.. the good ones that i know are coming.. they seem so far away.. i hope so much that the time passes quickly.. in december i begin building for a new life.. one with something new added to it.. and i am so excited..
watch out people ::especially those that are good friends of mine::.. something shocking comes your way..
YAY! im super excited.. =)
as much as i try not to think about it.. its still there.. i cant change it..
nichole is leaving on friday.. so maybe ill be getting a new roomate? who knows.. at this point, for the time being at least, i havent the energy to care.. theres too much other stuff going on to worry about it.. its just added stress that i really dont need..
this weekend is going to be good.. the days that follow may very well be some of the hardest days in my life as of the moment.. i can tell that theyre going to be devastating.. i can tell by the way that im feeling now, when the time hasnt even come yet..
all i can do is try to look forward to the days to come.. the good ones that i know are coming.. they seem so far away.. i hope so much that the time passes quickly.. in december i begin building for a new life.. one with something new added to it.. and i am so excited..
watch out people ::especially those that are good friends of mine::.. something shocking comes your way..
YAY! im super excited.. =)