welcome back, hatin,waitin,hurtin,dien the placebo efect is back
thts right kids its fuckin back again the gid auld adiction to fukin pain killers asprin anadin ibprohpien i fink ive takin bout 40 odd since friday mornin n its only saturday, well ots gid to know its there again relien on this pissh again what does it do i dunno iam i supposed to know well of course not its the reason its here so i can forget, well its better than gittin back intae cuttin maself, but the o0nly bad thing thts gunna happin is wat happend wen i was 12 got onto takin fukin asprin n oparacetimoul n shit then it went up a level to wat only some people know of well three really n then went up another level which i od'd in school because of n only one person knows tht n then it jus kept goin until i got drinkin constantly wen i was feckin 13 cmon tae fuk ur ment to be a kid ment to run bout be happie n crap not git out yer face n everyone knows wat happend a was 13 a fecked off to england, iam seriosuly sick of doin everythin for people ive being told a thousand times to stop being more selfless n think more for maself thn others, well feck em feck it all, this shit is bull u all probs fink aww what has he got to feel upset bout u know wat u dont have my fealings or my memories so dnt fuckin descrimanate ya prick i dnt do it to u ya fukin nob, u know wat bout feelings i hate them i cant show them they way i wont to n its fuked everythin up so mutch, fuck ye's bam's, n u know wat fuck tht job fuck this house fuck these doctors fuck it all ive done nuttin to make people fink ive got suhin wrong wiv me i stay out the road of ma maw n step da n even ma real da were the fuk dae they git aff sayin ive to go n see sum fukin doctor n git help ive said faff all to u cunto's, fukin wanks, n wtf is wae aww the ,,,,,,,,, tht sighn does ma fukin head in, aye man while wtf is goin on ere, eres a quick descripton of whats goin on... head dnt work rght get a new one, lost heart n lungs feel heavy everythin in head movin to fast cant think cant show emotion cant feel ju8s make u hurt memories are bitches family abadonin , u know whit ill give me a week cause ive orderd an album fae avalanche n ive alrdy pit ma deposit on it n i want the album n then we will see were budice is, tara tar fukin tranies