WOW!

Jun 02, 2004 20:20

its like 11:30pm umm right june 6th! alot of my drama friends r in new york right now, im full of jealousy, well actually when i think about it i am but i have been avioding it an awful lot which believe me is good. long time eh? hehe lately summer has been fun i mean im worn out from babysitting and everything but the sun feels GREAT and im so relaxed : ) im not really in need of anything just. . . no complaints. . . like it was so weird today i was at the "new" house (which is the house that my mom and dad bought when i was getting out of fifth grade it was a COMPLETE renivation, i mean we r still not done with it, it didn't even have floors when we bought it, so i was there with my dad, my dad works at the "new" house every single day so he woke me and my sisters olivia and alanna (ariane was at work)and my brother up to go work) it was about like 12:15 in the afternoon and this homeless person was walking bye and i smiled u noe just being friendly and he said "how r u" and i was like "good and u?" and he paused and then replied "umm no complaints" and i was like WOW! i think me and that homeless guy just had a weird connection like he paused and he said EXACTLY how like i felt inside and out it was completely weird but awesome at the same time. i was in a daze for like 15 minutes just letting my ideas fly threw my head.
then when i got home bout 6: 30ish 7 i got a shower ate sum chips and watched a movie and got on aim. after about 2 hours mom and dad got home they made breakfast for dinner, MY FAVORITE!! mmm mmm mmm then we played dominoes, it was fun. so now mi listenig to yellowcard and sum other bands.
its crazy, i noe a lot of people woo like music cuz a friend gets them into it or b/c "evryone" starts liking it or whatever but i just, i like it because when i listen to it i just i don't noe i get lost in the rythm the words the just i get lost in the music i love it. I LOVE IT!! im in a very open mood right now hehe
i can't believe it, life is just passing me by, a lot my friends are leaving to go to 9th grade and im going to miss them sooo much. all of them have not only helped me acting or academic wise but they show me how i want to be or how i want to treat others they all are so understanding and caring. like amanda is just so outgoing and fun she understands me and we have so much in common she acts as though im her age which i love, and shes also a huge inspiration for my acting career, then colleen shes SOOO crazy and awesome and just outing and FUN but also caring and nice and also another huge inspiration in acting, macy now macy is like an equal shes at this level where im like ur no different from me she treats me like the girl next store, she tells me these stories and everything like i was her best friend its so awesome how she is nice but also truthful, but the reason shes awesome is because shes just so well rounded and down to earth and just huge inspiration, ashlea, she is such a wonderfull person shes so SWEET! and just understanding in every way i love that and shes like that girl that sits right next to u in science that will always help u with ur homework the days its due b/c u forgot, but she doesn't let it go if u don't repay the favor, i love her and i love janna for being fun and an awesome buddy and she noes how much i love her and how much i depend on her for being there so i can confide in her i don't noe what im gonna do when shes gone, and just everyone in Performance one caitlin and just everyone all my friends, i only named a few but I LOVE ALL OF U SOOOOOOOOO MUCH like cory hiatt jamie just all of yall!
this year has been one of the best years of my life and i am so just relieved that it stayed that way till the end, so i will remeber it forever.
im tired and im gonna jet, i am gonna be home tomrrow probably bout 5ish call me if u want 355-4455, or aim me- pnkonbroadway, email- camibami7@yahoo.com
dope, oh and holey monkeys of god heheh
im out
-caMI
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