why cant he just see?
i haven't updated in a while so here it goes:
im really sick of all of this. Ive liked jack, although he doesn't have a pinkel lol lauren, for i don't knoe longer then any guy ive liked that is in recent years. and ive liked him MORE then any guy ive ever liked that is in recent years. he said he likes me, but he has a girlfriend and hes just a huge flirt. i don't understand, its like when im with him i feel SOOOooo completely happy and when im not its like i don't hate him but im angry with him and i almost forget i like him. that isn't how its always been of course. i used to be upsessed, in an understatement. I used to dream about him, compare everyone to him. untill finally he wasn't here for about a week and i just started thinking. I mean really thinking, would i ever be happy with him? honestly i thought: well hes a huge flirt he'll probably cheat on me like he is doing on lindsey(well at least thats what i think is cheating). and i would always be worrying that he will stop liking me but won't tell me, b/c he doesn't tell girls he wants to break it off. I ve heard lots of things along the lines that lindsey a slut and that theyre going to break up. but what do i care? honestly! its not like when they break up ill still like him, cuz i probaly won't. it always works that way. a girl likes a guy and the guy doesn't like her until she stops liking him.
on a lighter note sorta. shrew is coming along pretty good.the tech is a little behind but its alll good. : ) janna is ONE AWESOME techie and chic!
gossip sux and just for the record me and tyler l.g. will not go out. and honestly i don't knoe if he likes me and i don't knoe if i like him. but thats my bussiness.
the "new house" or the house we're renavating is coming along, hoped to be done by next december. : ) thats REALLY GOOD!
JANNA I ABSOLUTELY LOVE U!
ur guys rock. love ya
CAmi
im really sick of all of this. Ive liked jack, although he doesn't have a pinkel lol lauren, for i don't knoe longer then any guy ive liked that is in recent years. and ive liked him MORE then any guy ive ever liked that is in recent years. he said he likes me, but he has a girlfriend and hes just a huge flirt. i don't understand, its like when im with him i feel SOOOooo completely happy and when im not its like i don't hate him but im angry with him and i almost forget i like him. that isn't how its always been of course. i used to be upsessed, in an understatement. I used to dream about him, compare everyone to him. untill finally he wasn't here for about a week and i just started thinking. I mean really thinking, would i ever be happy with him? honestly i thought: well hes a huge flirt he'll probably cheat on me like he is doing on lindsey(well at least thats what i think is cheating). and i would always be worrying that he will stop liking me but won't tell me, b/c he doesn't tell girls he wants to break it off. I ve heard lots of things along the lines that lindsey a slut and that theyre going to break up. but what do i care? honestly! its not like when they break up ill still like him, cuz i probaly won't. it always works that way. a girl likes a guy and the guy doesn't like her until she stops liking him.
on a lighter note sorta. shrew is coming along pretty good.the tech is a little behind but its alll good. : ) janna is ONE AWESOME techie and chic!
gossip sux and just for the record me and tyler l.g. will not go out. and honestly i don't knoe if he likes me and i don't knoe if i like him. but thats my bussiness.
the "new house" or the house we're renavating is coming along, hoped to be done by next december. : ) thats REALLY GOOD!
JANNA I ABSOLUTELY LOVE U!
ur guys rock. love ya
CAmi