Dec 25, 2004 00:54
tbere is snow outside my house ... i just made my first snow ball ever ... threw it in my brothers face ... it's awsome... i love living in the country ... snow everywhere .... made a ten inch tall snowman ... yay
so ... i just played santa ... it feels nice ... bringing joy to the little ones in the fam. i hope everyone enjoys their gifts ... i hope amanda's doing alright... today was the first day that i didnt talk to her in like two weeks ... kinna sad ... but ... i'm sure she's fine otherwise she's call ... i told her to call if something really bad happened ... i hope she got along with her dad ... anyway i'm freezing my stupid ass of in my house ... its a fucking fridge in here
my aunt is getting me an ipod next week!!! i was like oh shit when she told me ... felt bad but soo happy at the same time .... i really love her ... she's such a sweetheart ...
so christmas dinner(s) ... mom's fam -lots of fighting over stupid things
- great food
- more fighting
- good food
dad's fam - great food
- happiness everywhere
- lots of cousins friends
- a bad ass hoodies from my aunt gloria
- money from my godparents
so ... my dad is kinna how can i say this ... homeless right now ... got evicted from his apartment cuz of the stupid warrent from the child support shit ... so i go to the studio and who do i see ... none other than my pops .... its kinna funny .... through all the shit he's gone through ... he seems to be coming out a better person ... like he's moving into a new place in harlingen on sunday ... he seems to have a different outlook on life now ... we had a nice little chat and went out to play in the snow .. it was great ... i really hope he changes his ways and gets back to being the responsible role model he once was ... i think that this experience was actually an eye opener for him .. i really hope so ... for his sake ... .... but i really think things will be a lot better from here on out ... he started working again and shit so ... yeah ... i think he stopped drinking also so ... thats good ...
well i'm tired ... ive had such a long day ... i'll catch you all later ....
MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL!!!
if your name is sydney vanbizzle ... gimme a call