i wish...
i wish i was happy
i wish things could be good
i wish i was away from you
i wish things were how they used to be.
i wish i hadnt done the stuff i did
i wish i wasnt so stupid
i wish i could be with you
i wish i hadnt fucked things up..like i always do
i wish you werent so damn nice.
sweet.
funny.
i wish i was with my best friend right now!
i wish that you would wish you were with me too
i wish you would wish her away
i wish i could talk to someone
i wish somebody loved me!
fuck this bull shit. im over it. theres no one to talk to anymore i need someone. your with her. your friends take my side when im there and yours when im not. its bullshit im so fucking over it all! i need to go somewhere..somewhere far far away and be away from you. i hate seeing you with her it tears me up inside everytime your near me and i cant hold your hand cuz your holding hers or i cant kiss you cuz your kissing her. it sucks. i love you. i dont want to be with you cuz your with her and i want you to stay with her but it kills me everytime i see you or talk to you and hear you say " im with her"