christmas
merry christmas! its been one of the best. i got everything i wanted for presents. i got to see the family i wanted, and ignore the family i didnt(*cough cough exstepextendedfamily&mom cough*).got to see kristin all xmas eve. life is good.
was forced by the holidays to see/interact with david. i look forward to it, then regret it altogether. i wish i could just make him disappear like i did to jeremy, but hes kristin's bro, so...besides, even if i make him disappear with jeremy, they never really go away. i just dont see them anymore.
i dont understand myself. christmas is great! why am i thinking about 2 stupid boys that i was stupid to fall for(and sleep with). stupid david. why cant he make himself disappear? it's not like he would mind anyway.
i think i had too much beer. forgive me& merry xmas!
was forced by the holidays to see/interact with david. i look forward to it, then regret it altogether. i wish i could just make him disappear like i did to jeremy, but hes kristin's bro, so...besides, even if i make him disappear with jeremy, they never really go away. i just dont see them anymore.
i dont understand myself. christmas is great! why am i thinking about 2 stupid boys that i was stupid to fall for(and sleep with). stupid david. why cant he make himself disappear? it's not like he would mind anyway.
i think i had too much beer. forgive me& merry xmas!