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I hate days when I feel depressed.
I hate being a teenager more though.
I hate my hormones.
and how they make me in a good mood one minute
and how Im pissed off/manic depressive the next.
I hate how fucking angsty I've become.
I hate that I really do rely on music to feel like it gets me by
it's so fucking cliche.
which seems to be my life right now.
I hate that some days I really do hate everyone in the world.
and I hate fucking everything somedays which I fucking hate.
I hate my parents
and my school.
I want to get out.
I have to get out.
I'll go crazy if I dont.
I wanna go to tech I think
or somewhere.
Somewhere where Im not the "mean chick".
I want a lot of shit right now.
I dont know
fuck.
fuck
fuck
fuck.