Aw Peas
Oh boy, am I ever Lonely. As cliche and 7th grade as it sounds, it seems like everyone has someone....although I know most of them don't. I had to sit next to Tasha and Nicky last night while they were making out, and I know Tasha didn't want to with me there (thank you for the effort dear hehe), but I don't know it gets me down. I want a boy to hold my hand when we walk downtown, and put his arms around my waist when we kiss. I want to put my arms around his neck and pull his lips to mine. I want to bury my head into his chest when we hug and I want his smell to be on me. I want my to lay my head on his chest when we lay down to watch movies, and I want him to forget about the movie we watch and focus on me. I want to be able to lean over and kiss him whenever I want to. I want to go to bed with him on mind, not wishing that I had him, but thankful that I do have him and he's mine. I want to be able to look into his eyes and just smile because Im looking at him. I want him to close his eyes and kiss my forehead. I want us to walk down the hall and I want people to look at me and my boyfriend and say how cute we look together.
Want want want want want.
I'll find him someday, I just hope I find him before I just give up.
Remember when I said I had my bad days? This is one of them. I feel I'm okay looking, apparently boys don't.
And don't comment me with sympathy of "aoooh you're so pretty" "don't worry you'll find someone" because I've heard that all before, If you comment, make it worth while.