Apr 16, 2004 19:48
my breathes are becoming shorter, i'm losing my air. my life is fading, and i have no control over this. all i can do is wait for him to realize that something like what is being told to him, would never happen.
i cant explain this feeling. i feel so scared and helpless. but i'm also hurt because of the thought of him thinking that i could do something like this to him.
i cant stnad this.
i miss him so much. i miss his warm arms. i miss his kisses. but i miss his eyes so much. i love the way they look into me. its killing me inside, but theres nothing i can do but wait for him to realize that i didnt do this.