Feb 04, 2006 14:15
Maybe I am being completely stupid about trying to be friends with Jennifer, but it has been two years. I went back to him after eight months. Jenn and I were supposed to hang out today because she was supposed to be in town all weekend. But as of now she's up in the city hanging out with Doug's girlfriend. So what does Mark say? So that's the second time she's stood you up? Can't just listen can't just let it be alone. Now I feel even more stupid than before, but oh well. I didn't say anything about his job when he came home. He's not had enough sleep and it's really not worth it, even though the people he works with will never change.
Is that what I'm supposed to learn out of all of this? That no matter how much time you give someone they will never change? That seems a little harsh, but who really knows? And if people don't really change, where does that put Mark and myself?
Some days I feel completely on top of the world, and I couldn't have a bad thing to say. While others I feel like my whole relationship is an illusion to the world.