Pondering
I feel yuckie. Alot on my mind. Wanna spill my guts but i realize that this lj is read by one or two people that would love to get thier hands on some stuff on me. i can put it friends only but then i realize that there are people that are on like my messenger that i dont even talk to n i dont really want them there n so i figure that i will probably get a new lj n new messenger sn. Most of you will be kept but for my loving fans that just like to come in here n read my thoughts, that will come to an end, if it means that much to these people to see what im up to, they can get an lj n then add me to thier friends list n then you can enjoy my lj everyday. Besides i hate that the a in Pandora didnt fit, n this lj talks about alot of pain n past the i wish to forget. i wanna wipe the slate clean n start over...although after i let everything out, that won't be so simple. I wanna put pics n be a camera whore lmao without wondering if those people that want stuff on me will get a hold of them. My past contained alot of drama n so does the present but its a new chapter in my life, n this drama with out adrian in it.Well most of it anyways. It a whole new train of thought n ideas on matters in my life. I was thinkin something like evil_innocence or something along the lines that would describe me, a young woman, that seems innocent n very well may be but has a darkside that is pure evil. lol Hmmm...Any ideas?