WHO HATES JV? I DO I DO

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WOW... what a shitacular day... sorry for the language guys.. but im pissed.. n imma let some steam off now... i just got home a while ago from the francos.. cuz it was Jay's 16th b-day partie.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY! .. well it was @ the francos... after youth jam.. where all the drama went down..... damn... well... i've been like.. "seeing" this guy.. for a while now.. hes been telling ppl that we were "going out"... even tho it wasn't official.. cuz he didnt ask me out... so then i c him 2day @ gymnite... n sum how it comes out from my nex frend... that he has a gf..(cuz his gf's sister, who goes 2 our church, told her) n im like WTF... hes supposedly was with me or w/e.... but then i find out from other sources that its tru.. that they heard.. his gf's sister..(my frend 2 by the way... n i kno... his "gf" even b4 him n her met, since i knew her family, since they go 2 my church) sey ... "oh look.. its my sisters boyfriend..." WTF...... i kno my frends wouldnt lie 2 me, n i didnt doubt 4 a minute that he couldve done that shit.... from that minute on.. i was fucking pissed...i knew it was tru... i had been suspicious the whole time... n so i sed bye 2 him..( i onle saw him like 5 minute) n acted really shady..... wouldnt u act shady if u found out that the guy u were "seeing" was with another fucking gurl? he alwaize told me all this shit like hows hes gonna wait for me till wenever (wen im old enuff, or graduate), .. n that he wants 2 b with me.. all this bullshit.. that i actually believed....my gut was telling me that he had a nex chick on the side... but i didnt think it would turn out 2 b the gurl it did... a gurl i knew already.. fuck....... this bastard made me cry.. i dont kno y i cried over this fuck, but i did....ayesha sed i was crying cuz i was hurt... and i was.... .... we were close.. we shared memories..he was calling me 2 .. rite wen i was crying.. n i didnt picked up the phone.. i wanted 2 get my phone and fucking smash it on the ground... u dont even kno... so my frend rewell talked 2 him.. n c wut was going on.... this bastard doesnt even have a reasonable excuse..but then again.. what would b reasonable excuse?!?! he supposedly "liked me".. but was waiting till i was older.... i guess he was jus thinking.. o yeah, ill get another chick on the side .. no worries.... GET A LIFE... if that bitch wanted 2 do that, we shouldve been on a break till later.. dont tell me that u miss me, n hold my hand, n fucking sweet talk me... n then have another gf... WTF... then rewell (the frend that was talking 2 him on the phone) told me he sed that he didnt kno how 2 tell me n that things between him n the nex gurl moved 2 fast....FUCK THAT........i havent talked 2 him yet.. 2 pissed 2..... but while my frends were driving me home.. the bastard called me again..... n i didnt accept his fucking phone calls... the worst part is... i thot he was sum1 different.. every1 didnt like the fact of me n him.. they tried 2 warn me...but i thot he was different..i thot he really cared...i thot i saw something in him no1 else did.. FUCK THAT.... FUCK HIM

this is 2 u, u ASSHOLE.... 1 finger, 2 words...

FUCK YOU!!!!!

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