Stressed and Depressed

[pnaiartist]

Yeah this is gonna be a depressing entry
damn it... last week i lost my flash drive
this week im so stressed out
so unorganized and confused
i could hardly think of new, tight concepts
for new projects.
IT SUCKS.

This whole reconstruction and adaptation period
is just not working out the way i want it to.
I haven't done much exercise.
I'm slowly going back to junk food and craving for pepsi.
I feel more insecure and I hate to admit it
but yes I crave a lot of attention
especially when it comes to my "art"

I wanna see my friends again
I want to go back to the Philippines for Christmas but I can't.
I want to start working but I haven't even redone my portfolio.
There are just so many things on my mind.
It's like 'the real world' is already getting to me
even though I'm still not done with school.

I feel like I can never be satisfied and happy
until I get settled with a real artist job.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH