I HATE BEING SICK.....
yea, so i'm sick right now. i think it may be my sinuses due to the feeling that i have that my head is about to pop and this huge headache. also my nose is very raw after sittin in a doctors office waitin for missie's sonogram for almost 2 1/2 hours with a steadily runny nose and nothing but a brick hard paper towel!
i'm tired of working. i had put in my 2 weeks at leblancs cause i just can't work there during school. they don't close til 10 and normally don't get out til 10:30. i don't care what anyone says...enless you get out of a job at 7 or earlier, your grades are gunna drop. you have no time or either sleep or do homework. so i got a job at bee and the butterfly daycare...thanks to christy, working with the 3 and 4 year olds. so i hope i like that. its just monday-friday 3-6. but damian also begged me to stay at leblancs for the weekends so i'm gunna do that til i get tired of it...i get to pick my hours and everything.
all because of lookin at schedules and school crap today i'm scared to death of college. i'm scared i won't get in. i'm scared i won't get good grades if i do get in. why do i have to be dyslexic and work my ass off at everything. why can't everything be easy for me. why don't i stop complaining about it....
i'm ready for school to begin though. i have a dumb schedule..they stuck me in classes that i didn't sign up for. not horrible ones but their not gunna help me. i didn't do 1/2 day cause i was scared that i would need the time for classes but i really don't. they had to find classes. now i'm in parenthood and i gotta deal with those stupid dumb babies! this semester i'll have:
english 4- with mrs. freakin eaves...but i love the people in that class
biology 2- with mr. fore!!
office worker- stupid easy class! just takin up time
adult responsibility/ parenthood- stupid baby but it should be fun.
missie is having her baby in 70 days! me and dustin are countin down. she's not findin out what it's gunna be. i HOPE its a girl. it's so awesome to have people trust you soo much! she lets me do anything i want with that boy now. she's puttin me on his check out list too! when she goes into labor, if we're at school, then i have to check him out and bring him....lol! i hope she decides to let me watch her have it!
i missed brynne's baby shower today. i wish i could have gone but i'm sick and mom suggested that i wait and bring a gift to her when i get better so that i don't get them sick. i think all i have is a sinus infection but we shouldn't take any chances.
also, i'm selling "mark" its a new line of avon make-up just for teenagers. they just came out with it after alot of testing a stuff. its made just for the skin type of teenagers but the best part is that its REALLY cheap, but its made good and looks AWESOME! and i know everyone has money for it cause you have to buy make-up period! let me know if you'd like a book. they come out with new stuff every 6 weeks i think. but just let me know. i even thought about having a lil make-up party/girls night but none of us talk at all anymore so let me know if yall would like to do that..
goodnight...
kc
i'm tired of working. i had put in my 2 weeks at leblancs cause i just can't work there during school. they don't close til 10 and normally don't get out til 10:30. i don't care what anyone says...enless you get out of a job at 7 or earlier, your grades are gunna drop. you have no time or either sleep or do homework. so i got a job at bee and the butterfly daycare...thanks to christy, working with the 3 and 4 year olds. so i hope i like that. its just monday-friday 3-6. but damian also begged me to stay at leblancs for the weekends so i'm gunna do that til i get tired of it...i get to pick my hours and everything.
all because of lookin at schedules and school crap today i'm scared to death of college. i'm scared i won't get in. i'm scared i won't get good grades if i do get in. why do i have to be dyslexic and work my ass off at everything. why can't everything be easy for me. why don't i stop complaining about it....
i'm ready for school to begin though. i have a dumb schedule..they stuck me in classes that i didn't sign up for. not horrible ones but their not gunna help me. i didn't do 1/2 day cause i was scared that i would need the time for classes but i really don't. they had to find classes. now i'm in parenthood and i gotta deal with those stupid dumb babies! this semester i'll have:
english 4- with mrs. freakin eaves...but i love the people in that class
biology 2- with mr. fore!!
office worker- stupid easy class! just takin up time
adult responsibility/ parenthood- stupid baby but it should be fun.
missie is having her baby in 70 days! me and dustin are countin down. she's not findin out what it's gunna be. i HOPE its a girl. it's so awesome to have people trust you soo much! she lets me do anything i want with that boy now. she's puttin me on his check out list too! when she goes into labor, if we're at school, then i have to check him out and bring him....lol! i hope she decides to let me watch her have it!
i missed brynne's baby shower today. i wish i could have gone but i'm sick and mom suggested that i wait and bring a gift to her when i get better so that i don't get them sick. i think all i have is a sinus infection but we shouldn't take any chances.
also, i'm selling "mark" its a new line of avon make-up just for teenagers. they just came out with it after alot of testing a stuff. its made just for the skin type of teenagers but the best part is that its REALLY cheap, but its made good and looks AWESOME! and i know everyone has money for it cause you have to buy make-up period! let me know if you'd like a book. they come out with new stuff every 6 weeks i think. but just let me know. i even thought about having a lil make-up party/girls night but none of us talk at all anymore so let me know if yall would like to do that..
goodnight...
kc