what to do...
i want a boyfriend! i mean im perfectly okay with being single. im happy and all. but i want somebody. i wanna hold someones hand and have someone walk me to all my classes and someone do stuff mith me on the weekends. but no. i cant have one. because im too effing picky. and as zack threw up in my face, i have had plenty of chances. but none of those guys were good enough. i mean i wanted to be friends with them, not boyfriend girlfriend. and the one i did want i couldnt have. and the one i want now is a fuckhead haha. so ive given up. they can come to me. hopefully we'll get some new kids soon, or maybe some of the old ones will decide to make a move. and all i can do is look. this sucks majorly. and i know im being a stubbornass when i say this but i dont want one later i want one now. and im not gonna get it. :( maybe i will go after jonathan. turn him anti emo. get him to play an instrument. where the hell did all the facial haired people go?! ima go wash away my troubles now. any suggestions on who i should date?
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