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so marching band is pretty fucked up this year.
im lonely.
i dont have patience.
hurts worse than ever before.
but at least its nice out mostly.
i just cant deal with it anymore. its so annoying. i wanna punch someone in the face.
and for some reason i always end up cudding more than ever.
and to be honest, the only reason ive stayed is because vandyke wouldve hated me forever if id quit.
im not so sure im gonna do it next year. i think 4 years is enough for me. depends how the rest of this year goes.
i dont like being upper classmen.
when i first started, i always hung out with the older kids and never really dealt with people my age.
but now im the older kid and theres no one around except my regular friends.
it feels odd. i dont like it.
im lonely.
i dont have patience.
hurts worse than ever before.
but at least its nice out mostly.
i just cant deal with it anymore. its so annoying. i wanna punch someone in the face.
and for some reason i always end up cudding more than ever.
and to be honest, the only reason ive stayed is because vandyke wouldve hated me forever if id quit.
im not so sure im gonna do it next year. i think 4 years is enough for me. depends how the rest of this year goes.
i dont like being upper classmen.
when i first started, i always hung out with the older kids and never really dealt with people my age.
but now im the older kid and theres no one around except my regular friends.
it feels odd. i dont like it.