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So finding stuff out about your so called "best friends" is not cool. finding out they lied to you. they did something stupid again. finding out they left what they claimed to be living for. knowing that it will never be the same. Sitting and hoping this was all a dream and praying that i'll wake up tomorrow and none of this ever happened. wanting so desperately to go back to thanksgiving and change everything that happened everything that she did.
i dont know why im so hurt and offended by this whole situation. but i am and for some reason this feeling just wont go away.
Things i do know...
- i am extremely Thankful that i have someone whose willing to listen even though its stupid girly emotional crap. ♥
- GOD is LOVE.♥♥♥
- and i am forever in debt to you, Palmer Ray, i couldnt have asked for a better friend than youve been these past months.theyve been hard for me and im glad you were and are there.♥♥
so tomorrow i have three tests...geometry, english, and chemistry
saturday= movies with Annie most likely.
sunday=church
monday=Oscar's video film day!! we'll see how that goes.
Love♥