I'm just gonna yeah gosh I am a ridiculous person

Jun 29, 2011 17:14

http://spazzingtherightway.tumblr.com/post/7001203562/i-really-cant-picture-anyone-having-a-crush-on-me-i

just read the link I can't even.


I'm reading this again the morning after and I have no comments.

But umm...yeah. She rebbloged this (this being the words on bold) last night and I was reading and making all the faces at my screen because seriously. I couldn't even comprehend and I was feeling so many things, but obviously the words that stood out the most at the moment were, "TELL HER."

So I was just asking sakura (my best bro) if I should do it or not and then I even asked Rissa (another friend and my best bro's GF) and they told me to just do it. So then after freaking out and running around like an idiot for some minutes I sat down on wrote it all with a huge blush on my face and my heart beating so hard, it honestly scared me how hard it was and the blushing sucked since it was so hot, and then I hit reblog and waited.

And let me tell you guys *laughs* the time she took responding where one of the most interest moments of my life.
I was so bipolar, one minute being all I REGRET NOTHING MUAHAHAHAHA WHATEVA I DO WHAT I WANT and the next HOLYSHIT WHY DID I DO THAT I REGRET EVERYTHING

but then she answered. I'm not repeating what she said because

1) I did not save it, and fuck I should had. I should had saved it. But I didn't and I do regret that =|

2) that stuff is her's. She and sakura and Rissa and me all know because we are friends and they are nosys, but this is something I have no liberty of showing you guys even if you know I would if I could

but anyways
she responded and I got rejected for the second time and I was so happy. Things will be kinda awkward for a while, yes, but it's fine. She's my friend and like hell I will let something like that ruin what we have.

But blugh I still can't believe I did it XD

and umm yeah that's my life so far

love is a complicated thing

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