No wonder the hetalia comm doesn't like me
FAVORITE GERMANY PAIRING: Germany x Italy (bandwagon lulz. Nah, seriously it's cute as hell and canon)
FAVORITE JAPAN PAIRING: Japan x England (IN THAT ORDER)
FAVORITE AMERICA PAIRING: Russia x America
FAVORITE ENGLAND PAIRING: England x Japan
FAVORITE FRANCE PAIRING: OH GOD I'M TORN BETWEEN FRUK AND SUFRAN NNNNGGGGGGH I'LL TAKE SUFRAN FOREVER<33333333
FAVORITE RUSSIA PAIRING: Russia x America (I like uke!Al XD)
FAVORITE CHINA PAIRING: CHINA x SHINATTY-SAN
FAVORITE AUSTRIA PAIRING: Austria x Switzerland
FAVORITE BELARUS PAIRING: Belarus x Lithuania (I don't even know ok?)
FAVORITE BELGIUM PAIRING: Belgium X Chocolate
FAVORITE GREECE PAIRING: Turkey x Greece (stop teh giripan D= )
FAVORITE HUNGARY PAIRING: Hungary x her yaoi vids (I honestly ship her with no one)
FAVORITE LIECHTENSTEIN PAIRING: LIECHETNSTEIN X UKRAINE (BOOBS AND LACK OF THEM FTW)
FAVORITE NETHERLANDS PAIRING: Netherlands X Japan
FAVORITE POLAND PAIRING: Poland x Lithuania (not that much but meh)
FAVORITE ROMANO PAIRING: Romano x tomatoes (don't really like Spamano anymore)
FAVORITE SPAIN PAIRING: Spain x tomatoes x Romano (except when like this 8D)
FAVORITE SWITZERLAND PAIRING: Switzerland x Austria (WHY DOESN'T ANYONE SHIP THIS!!??)
FAVORITE UKRAINE PAIRING: Ukraine x Sealand (I blame Boogily)
FAVORITE DENMARK PAIRING: Denmark x HIS HAND.
FAVORITE FINLAND PAIRING: FINLAND X RUSSIA (so he can kill the little bastard)
FAVORITE ICELAND PAIRING: Prussia x Iceland (I blame my RP)
FAVORITE NORWAY PAIRING: Norway x Denmark (only if nor tops LIKE A BOSS)
FAVORITE SWEDEN PAIRING: Sweden x France (FOREVAR~~~~~~~~~~)
FAVORITE ESTONIA PAIRING: Estonia x Latvia
FAVORITE LATVIA PAIRING: Latvia x Estonia (it's cute)
FAVORITE LITHUANIA PAIRING: Lithuania x ME (it would be like selfcest XD)
FAVORITE HONG KONG PAIRING: Hong Kong x Iceland
FAVORITE SOUTH KOREA PAIRING: South Korea x China's boobs
FAVORITE TAIWAN PAIRING: Taiwan x HER HAND
FAVORITE CANADA PAIRING: CANADA x MEXICO (IT'S SO CANON BITCHES FUCK YEAH)
FAVORITE CUBA PAIRING: Cuba X Canada (so cute~ >w< )
FAVORITE EGYPT PAIRING: Egypt ---> Turkey (I only like it one-way for a reason)
FAVORITE SEYCHELLES PAIRING: Seychelles x HER FISH 9ok, seriously. nobody)
FAVORITE TURKEY PAIRING: Turkey x Greece
FAVORITE ROME PAIRING: Rome x Germania
FAVORITE GERMANIA PAIRING: Rome x Germania
FAVORITE HOLY ROMAN EMPIRE PAIRING: HRE x Chibitalia (<33333333333)
FAVORITE PRUSSIA PAIRING: Prussia x Canada (so cute as well)
FAVORITE SEALAND PAIRING: GROWN UP SEALAND X IGGY (IN THAT ORDER)
FAVORITE AUSTRALIA PAIRING: Australia X all the ukes in hetalia
I mean, I mostly ship weird/not famous pairings
ok, there was this guy who we shall name d
why?
IDK. but he's D
Anyways, Mexican school system is different so let's say this was around...seventh year?
So, my school forces people to join an after-school class...which the school itself gives. No way out, you gotta be in one class.
So that year I choose theater, which wasn't really theater at all.
That's where I met D.
He was two years older than me regarding school, but only one for age. He was ( don't know if he still is) a writer, really, really short, and over-all just a huge geek.
I became friends with him because one day day I saw him writing something. i asked him if I could read it and he said yes. It's was a story in English. With really, really, bad grammar and mistakes everywhere.
I tried pointing it out to him, but he just said, "You're a freshman. What do you know?"
Well, gee. at least I don't confuse are and is.
So I tolkd him all the mistakes he had in ONE MEASLEY PARAGRAPH.
And he facepalmed because he was an idiot and his first interaction with someone later very life changing to him was that.
So I offered helping him with his English. He wouldn't look like such an idiot, I could make fun of him being older and being dumber than me, I would get to read the story, and I would get a friend.
And somehow along the way I started to get a crush on him. Don't ask me how.
But seriously. I was just a very weird freshman and he was a senior (although very weird as well)
somehow along the way I promised never to tell him. He would be gone next year anyways. I never want a school relationship, only during the same as the school year itself.
plus...he already liked someone.
Oh God.
You don't even know how much it hurt hearing him going on, and on, and on, and on about her. He claimed he loved her.
I just weakly nodded and tried my best to help him.
and then he confessed to her.
...
and he got rejected.
Of course I saw it as an opportunity, but next time I saw him
...
he was in love with another girl.
It hurt the same, mixed in with shock and awe at how he could do that.
It continued that way for the school year. He fell for about 4 girls and I just stood and watched as he got rejected every single time.
It was really hard just not shouting "I'M RIGHT HERE! I'M HERE AND I LIKE YOU!"
I was like Canada.
so a school year passed. I became closer with him and the rest of the people in that class. If it wasn't for all the bittersweet he brings, those would be my most cherished memories ever.
and one day...
...
I made a small move, you could say.
I won't tell you because it's embarrassing as hell, and most would think, "what are you? 5 years old?"
But it was so embarrassing, you don't even know. I almost cried that night.
and somehow...It stopped.
I stopped being in love with him.
I don't know how. But I sure as hell wouldn't be trying to fall for him again.
This way...it would hurt way less for me.
and somehow...that day. he fell for me.
I still feel like I want to cry and shout and be angry and happy for that.
When I finally stopped looking for him, pinning for him, he finally notices me.
But I wasn't in love with him. Not anymore. not really. Just a crush.
But he kept trying to woe me. I kept getting more freaked out.
after that I just remember being angry with him and lots of things I would rather not remember.
Right now he's only just a very painful memory...and the reason I became a writer. It embarrasses me but I won't stop because I'm good at this....I think.
I'm meeting him tomorrow.
Not face-to-face. but I'm still in that school and I took a different class
....
right next to his.
Oh yes, it wasn't enough for him.
even if he left he still came back to give classes.
which I course I didn't take.
being stuck with him in a tiny room for two hours?
no thank you. even if it seems weak I'm thinking nobody would ever want that.
But tomorrow i have a class right next to his' and I'm betting 5 buck that he will try to talk to me. or just stare at me.
.....
I don't wanna got to sleep, you guys. I'm scared.