Jul 25, 2007 10:21
theres no doubt about it, i get stressed pretty easily
ive decided not to go on "spring break"
i was very stressed about the whole decision cuz ive been talkin about it all summer and thats what i planned on savin my money for
...but $1700 is a lot of money
its basically money i sadly dont have to spend on a week because it would drain my accont
and its not only that, i dont think its worth it
i mean I REALLY wanted to go on spring break, its gonna be emilys and julias last yr and it would definitely be an amazing time
but i cant get myself to spend sooo much money on something just because i want to hang out with my friends
ahh its complicated but i guess im more of a sightseein vacation person but to just sit on a beach and drink alot and eat alot while would be very relaxing and fun, i dont think is worth it
i know everyone is gonna try to convince me to go which is awesome because they obviously want me there and i feel almost mean sayin theyre not worth it but thats not what im gettin at
i know i would have an amazing time but as much of a good deal it is (compared to some sites) i really just dont need it
i mean yea im workin this summer and i never wanna regret not goin cuz id be able to make that money easily once i graduate but i dont need a 5 star resort and unlimited meals and alcohol
id be ok just rentin a beach house and buying a handle of vodka
im ok with not going, i just hope people dont take it as i dont want to be there
idk im kinda just stressed and upset because i do wanna go esp since everyone is prob goin but its like then again i dont because id only be goin because id be afraid of missin out on something
while id have the benefit of being there of course..ahh idk
its like im weighin out the pros and cons which seems stupid cuz people say i should just go cuz its college, spring break, once in your lifetime thing but $1700 isnt something to impulsely spend..well for me
basically because it isnt my ideal vacation, other than my friends are there
so i dont want to spend so much money just because i want to hang out with them
but i called my mom last night and obv she thinks i shouldnt go but she put me a better mood by sayin maybe ill visit alex in st louis over spring break
which sounds cool
i want my friends to go and have an amazing time, ill be here when they come back