It's overwhelming
What does a person write when they haven't for over four months. I've written, but everything is about my dad, and most of it very factual.
I find myself in a similar position to the time after I had my brain surgeries; I'm trying to figure out how I've changed and who I am again. About a week ago, almost in a panic, I registered for classes at Wayne State again. For a little while, the joke was that I just don't know how to stop. But I don't think that's the case. I did have every intention of taking a break for a year or two before continuing my education again. However, I registered in somewhat of a panic, and didn't really try to figure out why until a couple of days after the fact. In short, I think I'm trying to reconnect with the Robin I was before this tragedy occurred. For the past 8 years, I have been deeply involved with 3 things, almost to a defining level of myself: Rennaissance Festival, Kanar, and Schooling. Well, Kanar has lost its luster after the drama at the beginning of the year, and because of my break up with Jessica, Faire has been tainted as well. The only thing that I know to be Robin, and is something that I can fully go back to, is school. All that being said, I have begun working on my ESL endorsement.