Is this how it feels when you don't even fit into your own skin and its getting tighter...
ok.. so ignore the last entry.. i lied.. i was in a weird mood. annd i also decided not to get rid of it cuz i need something to vent my emotions.. since nothing else works.. and i can't really talk to anyone.
i'm just going to lighten up on entries.. onece a month, or so.i dunno, maybe more. maybe less. who knows.
so yeah. sorry for that.
i've just been in a really fucking stupid mood lately.. i've just been pissing people off, being a jackass.. and all that.. bad stuff.. i hate it.. i dunno what is wrong with me right now.. but.. i hope i find out soon, i don't want to like seriously hurt anyone, or like.. lose anyone over this... i'm really sorry if you're one of the people... i just haven't been acting like myself..
gahhh.. .
as for how i feel.. shitty...i just feel dead inside.. i just don't know anymore.. i don't know who my real friends are, i don't know who to fuckign talk to, i don't know anything, i just feel like straight forward crying :(
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...bye...
i'm just going to lighten up on entries.. onece a month, or so.i dunno, maybe more. maybe less. who knows.
so yeah. sorry for that.
i've just been in a really fucking stupid mood lately.. i've just been pissing people off, being a jackass.. and all that.. bad stuff.. i hate it.. i dunno what is wrong with me right now.. but.. i hope i find out soon, i don't want to like seriously hurt anyone, or like.. lose anyone over this... i'm really sorry if you're one of the people... i just haven't been acting like myself..
gahhh.. .
as for how i feel.. shitty...i just feel dead inside.. i just don't know anymore.. i don't know who my real friends are, i don't know who to fuckign talk to, i don't know anything, i just feel like straight forward crying :(
....
...bye...