the mysterious post...
stolen from curious_mold !
...whose drunken (and sober) posts are always tres entertaining.
Say something to ten people you can't say to them right now/too shy to say...don't reveal names, just say it.
1. I wish we had created music together like you said we would... I was too shy then, but I'm way more shy now.
2. Half the time I want you to help me learn about Buddhism and feel you would be a wonderful person to learn from... and half the time I just think you're friggin' nuts.
3. I really, really, really hate your sense of entitlement and judgement. The worst part is that you aren't even aware of that side of yourself.
4. I watch you all the time, and the sight of your body, the way you move, is comforting to me in a way I don't understand.
5. I can't believe you would leave me hanging like that, especially after telling me how much you value me. It's made me realize that you were either lying or cowardly.
6. I wish we were still friends. It's probably my fault, but I wish you'd forgive me. Did you read my letter?
7. I can't explain why I handled the situation that way; I'm not proud of it, but I'm just glad it's over. I was more jealous of you than I ever admitted, which may be why it doesn't faze me to hear that your life is still going badly. I do wish I had someone like you, only less messed up, in my life.
8. I know I cling too hard. But you're too quick to let go. I think time will teach us to compromise, though.
9. I have been trying for years to impress you on my heart, so that if you ever go, I can carry you with me. The most terrifying thing in my life is the thought that I won't succeed in this.
10. You are a perfect example of something that was beautiful, and is now over. All the bitterness has faded away, and now I'm just grateful to have had that time with you, even though we probably won't speak again. You changed my life.
...whose drunken (and sober) posts are always tres entertaining.
Say something to ten people you can't say to them right now/too shy to say...don't reveal names, just say it.
1. I wish we had created music together like you said we would... I was too shy then, but I'm way more shy now.
2. Half the time I want you to help me learn about Buddhism and feel you would be a wonderful person to learn from... and half the time I just think you're friggin' nuts.
3. I really, really, really hate your sense of entitlement and judgement. The worst part is that you aren't even aware of that side of yourself.
4. I watch you all the time, and the sight of your body, the way you move, is comforting to me in a way I don't understand.
5. I can't believe you would leave me hanging like that, especially after telling me how much you value me. It's made me realize that you were either lying or cowardly.
6. I wish we were still friends. It's probably my fault, but I wish you'd forgive me. Did you read my letter?
7. I can't explain why I handled the situation that way; I'm not proud of it, but I'm just glad it's over. I was more jealous of you than I ever admitted, which may be why it doesn't faze me to hear that your life is still going badly. I do wish I had someone like you, only less messed up, in my life.
8. I know I cling too hard. But you're too quick to let go. I think time will teach us to compromise, though.
9. I have been trying for years to impress you on my heart, so that if you ever go, I can carry you with me. The most terrifying thing in my life is the thought that I won't succeed in this.
10. You are a perfect example of something that was beautiful, and is now over. All the bitterness has faded away, and now I'm just grateful to have had that time with you, even though we probably won't speak again. You changed my life.