entry 111: wedding bells
i have an apartment for next year. so i get to go crazy buying furniture and leading a life.
from 12-6pm i had a horrible dream about weddings. i woke up and thought i slept till monday and had to go to work. this makes it the third day this week i woke up scared out of my mind. the only detail i remember was boarding school, the need to be married or less i would basically become leperish, and being utterly lost and confused about planning the stupid wedding with the dress, flowers, bridemaids, catering, music, bills, omg i wanted to die. i think i ended up hiding behind sliding walnut panel walls during one of my friend's reception. it is also possible that i ended up running away by the end of the dream.
from 12-6pm i had a horrible dream about weddings. i woke up and thought i slept till monday and had to go to work. this makes it the third day this week i woke up scared out of my mind. the only detail i remember was boarding school, the need to be married or less i would basically become leperish, and being utterly lost and confused about planning the stupid wedding with the dress, flowers, bridemaids, catering, music, bills, omg i wanted to die. i think i ended up hiding behind sliding walnut panel walls during one of my friend's reception. it is also possible that i ended up running away by the end of the dream.