My whole world has changed
I am going to have a baby! I thought that Chris and I were finished having children. I wanted more down the road but this was not the best year. I began working at The Rock and I am involved in a program that trains me and it lasts until October. Jackie is getting married in October and I am the matron of honor and I will be very very pregnant then, and not able to celebrate with her the way that her and I would like. We dont have a big enough house. We just bought a car that seats 5 uncomfortably. I was getting started with my music, going to a recording studeo, taking lots of lessons and really trying to develop that so I can perform in front of people. Our youngest will be 7 by the time the baby is born. So having said all of that I am thrilled to pieces that we are going to have another child. At first I wasn't for all the above reasons but this is where I am supposed to be in my life. I trust that things will work out, and I have wanted to have another child for a long time, and if its a boy it will be amazing to find out what its like to raise a boy. They are so much different than little girls. Chris is sooooooooooo happy, which is something I didnt expect because he was the one who was set against having more. But he is a wonderful husband and father, a great provider and caregiver. I get my ultrasound soon. I have already had two dreams that its a boy. Not that is matters, we just hope for a healthy baby. So far so good. Anyway, we are so happy and can't wait to get to know this beautiful little being!