Jun 07, 2006 20:17
So have I ever mentioned that I hate Chris's job? Grrrrr. I am so over it. Of course the money is great but other things just piss me off entirely way too much. I have been playing guitar and in a weeks time I have gone from playing two chords to playing 5 songs. I am teaching myself. I love it. I cant put it down. Why didnt I do this sooner? I guess I just felt like it was more difficult than it is. Not to say that its not extremely difficult because it is, but I guess I thought i would feel differently about playing. I think I have what it takes though. I played piano when I was younger. My teacher was awarded and voted best in the county. She said I had natural talent and a terrific ear for music. I just need to practice. I need someone to help me a little though. I have been able to figure out so much on my own but I have questions that could easily be answered by someone who was well developed. We'll see. Its way exciting though and Its making me so happy to play and sing. Once its a natural flowing thing and I can actually perform in a sense...I know I will feel fullfilled.