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what am i doing? what have i done? where am i going? where am i?
everything has shattered. i feel ridiculous, i feel lost. today it finally sunk in. i have become the kind of person i hate. why did i not see it before? i probably did, but chose to ignore the warning signs. i am a fool and an awful person. the trail of people i have hurt is haunting me.
i love you so much, and yet i manage to find a way to destroy everything.
everything has shattered. i feel ridiculous, i feel lost. today it finally sunk in. i have become the kind of person i hate. why did i not see it before? i probably did, but chose to ignore the warning signs. i am a fool and an awful person. the trail of people i have hurt is haunting me.
i love you so much, and yet i manage to find a way to destroy everything.