Jul 21, 2005 14:48
okay, so i'm determined to make tonight one of the best nights ever. the plan is when i get home from work i'll meet up with sarah and tine (who should be coming from tine's tongue piercing appointment, woot! woot!), then hopefully they should have a little surprise waiting for me, and then it's off to the center for sustainability for a grand ol night of potlucking and fun. apparently it's a full moon tonight and i feel like getting craaazy, haha. well, maybe not crazy, but i'm bringing my guitar and jamming with some cool folk and hopefully drinking enough homemade mead to have me falling on the ground, haha.
tonight i'm just going to let go and not have a care in the world, or at least i'll try to.
i just need to try and forget some things.
i need to forget that i'm stuck in crappy ol' state college until the middle of august.
i need to forget that my parents are going on a wonderful vacation next week and i'm (like i previously said) am stuck in crappy ol' state college.
i need to forget that i have to get up practically everyday for work at 5 am.
i need to forget that sarah is leaving on sunday and after that things will be so different without her around.
i need to forget that i'm dying inside because i might not see rachel for another few weeks.
things could be better right now, but honestly, i guess they're not that bad. i'm just in a weird mood today. it's hard when the one you love is so far away.