and on and on we go...

[plushfabric]

life has been chugging along at a slow and steady pace, and i find myself greedily awaiting the end of classes so that i can hightail it outta state college for a bit before the fall semester starts. i'm planning on getting my butt up to the great white north (canada, duh) for a little fun and relaxin with the great and wonderful rachel, but i've decided that anywhere i go with her will be a hoot. one thing that sucks is that i just realized that my final for my class is on august 12th, and i have to be outta my apartment by august 13th at noon. sucks butt. i'm gonna have to live out of a suitcase for a few days, take my final, and then get the hells outta dodge. hopefully by then i'll have my car up here and will know how to drive it, haha (it's a stick). so keep your fingers crossed for that.

while sitting at work, bored, the other day, i started jotting down some random lyrics/poetry/ramblings like i always do, so i figured i might as well post a few things. why the hell not? besides, i'm procrastinating at doing homework right now anyways.

New Badawnk #1

I have seen the sun rise
many times before
Brilliance lost
colors dissapate to only glare
Now I squint
to compensate
for my tired eyes
I crave
the shadows
I gladly turn to fate
The winds of change
blow right through me

New Badawnk #2

for the first time in years
i don't retreat
for fear of heartbreak
and yet i fear it more than ever
you could destroy me
but i can't let go