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so i was wrong. my birthday was great. rose made me an awesome birthday cake t shirt and then added this sweet ass "Goodnight Moon" design on the back of my hoodie, along with a virgin mary that looks like a killer bunny on the back of my hood. very hardcore. haha. liz gave us free muffins and coffee from crazy mocha, and we lounged around and used their wireless. shea and zach surprised me by buying me a case of Railbender Brew beer, and then we all proceeded to get drunk and badawnked at the rosetta crackhawse. it was great, haha. shea and i woke up at 6 this morning and got the most disgusting and yet slightly good mcdonalds breakfast ever. i came home still slightly drunk and chatted with my parents for awhile, haha, that was hilarious.
sidenote: i've resolved to stop caring about certain people. well, no, that's not true. not stop caring, but maybe stop caring so much. i find it hysterical sometimes because i know that you're a lot like me in certain ways, so i can see right through every little move that you make. every empty promise, every meaningless word. it's not even like i really care, i understand. just tell me the truth sometimes. if you don't mean it don't bother saying it. i really don't care. good thing is, you'll always be my friend, cause you're cool like that. it is true though. girls with girlfriends should not be messed with. better left alone. but ah well, you live and you learn, though this seems like something i shouldve realized right away, haha.
i need a cigarette. my lungs are aching for some nicotine. ew...haha.
i realized today that i have all the freedom in the world to do whatever i want right now, and it's an amazing feeling. i think it might be time to borrow a car and take a little road trip.
sidenote: i've resolved to stop caring about certain people. well, no, that's not true. not stop caring, but maybe stop caring so much. i find it hysterical sometimes because i know that you're a lot like me in certain ways, so i can see right through every little move that you make. every empty promise, every meaningless word. it's not even like i really care, i understand. just tell me the truth sometimes. if you don't mean it don't bother saying it. i really don't care. good thing is, you'll always be my friend, cause you're cool like that. it is true though. girls with girlfriends should not be messed with. better left alone. but ah well, you live and you learn, though this seems like something i shouldve realized right away, haha.
i need a cigarette. my lungs are aching for some nicotine. ew...haha.
i realized today that i have all the freedom in the world to do whatever i want right now, and it's an amazing feeling. i think it might be time to borrow a car and take a little road trip.