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i need.........something. can't put my finger on it, but something is missing. nothing is bad in my life right now, but there's this itching in the back of my brain telling me that there's something more out there. but what? there's something in my life, right now staring me in the face, that i'm just not seeing. maybe i need to stop over analyzing everything. that's a bad habit of mine.
i've been writing new songs recently, which i'm actually rather pleased with for once. i've stopped trying to filter everything, which has lead me to not trying to make every song perfect. my songs aren't perfect, which is what makes them me. they're sloppy and emotional and unrefined. ah yes, just the way i like them.
night fell, and nobody knew it
here i am again with you
do you see right through it?
any, all...all the games i play
you knew before me that you wanted everything
and i brought you sympathy
as i walked in circles
plotting paths to hurt you
writing lines to say for you to be gone
i've been writing new songs recently, which i'm actually rather pleased with for once. i've stopped trying to filter everything, which has lead me to not trying to make every song perfect. my songs aren't perfect, which is what makes them me. they're sloppy and emotional and unrefined. ah yes, just the way i like them.
night fell, and nobody knew it
here i am again with you
do you see right through it?
any, all...all the games i play
you knew before me that you wanted everything
and i brought you sympathy
as i walked in circles
plotting paths to hurt you
writing lines to say for you to be gone