Up is down

[plural]

It has been too long since I posted here

so much has happened
so much is happening
even more will happen

but I have

so little to say

the very foundations of my prior life
exposed and threatened

stuck in limbo
unable to plan, to forcast
sitting and waiting
for the inevitable

I don't much like it.

tomorrow
will be a day

just a day
but so much hinges upon it

life, death, success, failure

it is just a day

or so I keep telling myself